God is the god of peace and understanding.
This is a phrase that I have been hearing a lot over the last few weeks.
It is not His fault that I have gotten my hopes up.
I am just having a hard time understanding the purpose of it all.
Did I make the wrong decision?
God, did I hear wrong?
Was I listening to my heart more then your voice?
What is your plan for me Lord, now that I don't have one?
I am so numb to the whole thing right now and I am having a hard time grasping what is going on. What is suppose to happen over the next five months?
