This stage of life... this limbo... Has its positives and of course its hard times. I have a lot to be thankful for right now and I am content with different areas (friends, Hope, free time) but there are more things that I am not content in (living area, job, relationships, money, free time). There is so much that I honestly just don't like thinking about and dealing with even though I have a responsibility to make things happen. Issues that I have not dealt with, that I don't even know how or where to start on at all. I am here in Fort Worth and I know this is right but what am I learning? What is God trying to teach me? So much has happened over the last few weeks... I am not going to California anymore! So what am I doing??
That is a good question!
I am not really.... Well...
I am learning to trust God
I am working on contentment
I am working in the nursery at Hope Church
I am working through some different areas of life
I am working at Bath and Body Works
I am living with my Parents
I am helping plan a Hope Church girls event
I am making friends
I am looking for career jobs
That is not doing nothing, all of that is something!
These are not the things I thought I would be doing if you asked me back in the spring but they are things that are bringing me closer to knowing The Lord and who He is in my life and who I am in Him.
